My sponsor convinced me to attend an OA event tomorrow evening, will I chicken out?

I visited the Phoenix College campus today and met with a rep from the English department.  Seriously considering taking up creative writing classes.
I need to get out more and i seem to like to write even though I do not like what I write.

Continue to stare at my abstinace counter.  In the background is a picture of fat me in a superman cape.

Maybe I should have titled this 'Avoided Obstacles'

My company loves to put food out every so often, here is a list of things I ate in quantity if I gave in:

Donuts (the crack ones they order from Rainbow Donuts)
Chocolate Chip cookies (not just any cookie, by gooey, chewy, moist cookies with those slightly larger chocolate chips)
Pineapple Upside Down Cake (damn it, is this the week from hell or what, it seems like they ask "what is J's favorite trigger foods' and lined them up for me)
Banana Creme Pie (acutally did not encounter this delight, but realized I never tried banana cream pie, and for some reason i am really really craving it, but of course I can never stop at one piece, so this one will be the one that got away)
Noticed that I only wrote sweets, Pizza was there, as well as a variety of delectable sandwiches.

Made it through seven days.

This is so very hard, not sure why I cannot just call someone in the program, dman antisocial behavior will be the death of me.

Using an iphone app I am counting my days of abstinence, started midnite today.

I have an idea for a new story, instead of filling up my note books I think I will start posting my ideas online.  I created a blog called www.mysweethero.com, and will post some doodles surrounding this story I want to write.  In the mean time I will feel around for any writing classes or workshops in Phoenix, its time I try somethings new, my hands are begining to ache from sitting on them

So far my attempts at abstinence fails me.
This entire concept  elusive.
Can I really change?

Started OA today, making that first step.

1 entering  a new
     mental state of my being
          excepting my  fate

2
evil thoughts shut out
     surviving war with demons          
         underestimate

3 only I can know
     yet if I told my  secret
          outcome can only destroy
               determination