1 entering  a new
     mental state of my being
          excepting my  fate

2
evil thoughts shut out
     surviving war with demons          
         underestimate

3 only I can know
     yet if I told my  secret
          outcome can only destroy
               determination

1 Earning my respect
      lowering my guard for you
           bowing to  no one

2 indecisions go
      complicating certainties           
nothing in my way

3 intertwining fates
      vortex swallowing my soul
           nowhere, no one to turn to
                I will rise again

early Monday morn     
masking these feelings of joy
          remembering

onto another   
   following hearts desire
          eclipsing my fears

rest assured I  am
     eternally in your grace
          happily ever

emptiness  fulfilled
     becoming is who i am
          loneliness my  fate

lilies in a field
     I will admire afar
          wild  flowers bloom

opening my mind
     hope is not lost cause          
where is my question